Today is one of those days where you realize you have faults, a reality check of sorts, and where you said something that you regret...
So last night we had our annual Band Banquet and it was wonderful. I was inducted into the Vice President position of the UCMB. Today was a tradition where the freshman put on a skit for the upperclassmen and it was my first day as a supposedly respected leader and I fell by the wayside...I acted foolishly, lashed out at someone who tried to make something work and my disappointment in the people I was mad at turned into disappointment in myself. At the time I felt it was ok to say what I did, but when I looked back, I realized it wasn't. I have a problem with overreacting. How could I have been so foolish and say what I did...I acted like an idiot in front of all of my fellow band members and I regret it...And what is the worst part? I really hurt someone...something that I never wanted to do...
Lack of poise and respect on my part...
But I respect people that are not afraid to tell you how they feel and let you know your faults. And i am grateful that i can get that back. Sometimes we do mean things that we don't realize until someone calls you out on it...but you know, that is not a bad thing at all..i believe that I can learn from this and be a better person because someone was honest with me.
1 comments:
Don't get all worked up... I'm sure they understand. EVERYONE has faults. No one is perfect... but the fact that you can step away from yourself and see what you need to work on is commendable.
Glad to see you are still writing in this!
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